My Heart Breaks For You

To Ryan and all those who love him:
There aren't words to express how my heart breaks that I will never hear your voice, kiss your cheek, and never again wrap my arms around you and feel your heart beat next to mine! I am truly happy and priveleged to have had the chance to know you and love you the way I did. I have your shirt and its on my pillow every night to catch my tears, I will keep it forever just as I keep you in my heart, and mind, and I know you are with me. I wish things could have been different, but you taught me a very important lesson. I made a mistake that I would give anything to change, and I will never make again. I am so sorry for that and I hope you have forgiven me. I wish you would have sought me out to comfort you. I would give anything to have you back. So many memories in such a short period of time. Ryan, I loved you then, and always will.

your irish girl

Krista