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ONE OF RYAN'S FAVORITE SNL VIDEOS:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G70fQAVfNIk

THE SONGS ON RYAN'S IPOD

Here they all are. I've been listening to them for quite a few weeks now. It was the closest thing I could find to being in Ryan's head. Thank you, Anne, for sharing this with us all. I believe the songs he picked for his IPod were very personal and discriminate. He would choose a song or a couple songs from an album rather than downloading the entire thing. I think they were songs that spoke to him. Many were sad and hopeless, many were about good times, many were funny, some were nostalgic and romantic, and many were Irish. You can all figure it out for yourselves. For me, these songs are part of a conversation that I wish I'd had with Ryan while he was alive. It makes me cry when I think about the lost opportunity. He will always be in each of our hearts.

There will be no more songs on Ryan's IPod.

It's All Over Now -- Rolling Stones, Wishful Sinful -- The Doors, Gloria -- The Doors, Hell -- Blind Melon, Ganja Song -- Sublime, Annie -- Sublime, Discoteque -- U2, Lemon -- U2, Sweet Emotion -- Aerosmith, What Comes Around -- Beastie Boys, Even Flow -- Pearl Jam, Love and Peace or Else -- U2, Just Like Heaven -- The Cure, Da Chronic -- Dre and Snoop, Heaven Sent -- INXS, Do the Evolution -- Pearl Jam, Original of the Species -- U2, MLK2 -- U2, No Rain -- Blind Melon, Battle Bradley Dub, Police and Thieves -- The Clash, Brown Sugar -- Rolling Stones, In a Cold Ass Fashion -- Beck, Animal -- Pearl Jam, Bittersweet Symphony -- Verv, Right Turn -- Alice in Chains, Black Country Woman -- Led Zeppelin, Jumping Jack Flash -- Rolling Stones, Travelin' Band -- CCR, She's a Rainbow -- The Stones, Anarchy in the UK -- Sex Pistols, God Save the Queen -- Sex Pistols, Shake Your Rump -- Beastie Boys, Wanted Dead or Alive -- Bon Jovi, Wild Horses -- Pearl Jam, or down -- Stone Temple Pilots, The Ocean -- Led Zeppelin, Sweet Hitchhiker -- CCR, Brand New Cadillac - The Clash, Shattered -- The Stones, Dead Flowers -- The Stones, And It Stone Me -- Van Morrison, I'm So Tired of Being Alone -- Al Green, Surfing Drums -- Dick Dale and the Deltones, Skinned -- Blind Melon, I Gotta Get Drunk -- Nelson, Haggard, Jones, Root Down -- Beastie Boys, She Sells Sanctuary -- Cult, Beast of Burden, The Stones, Brokeback Mountain -- The Wings, I got a Woman -- Elvis, I got a Woman -- Ray Charles, I fought the Law -- The Clash, Hey Ladies -- Beastie Boys, Holly Holy -- Neil Diamond, Into Mystic -- Van Morrison, Hot Dog -- Led Zeppelin, Rodeo -- David Alan Coe, Questions -- INXS, Monkey Man -- The Stones, I'll Be Your Baby Tonight -- Bob Dylan, Sabotage -- Beastie Boys, Walk -- Blind Melon, Walls -- Tom Petty, Vertigo -- U2, Bad Fish -- Sublime, In the Name of the Father -- U2, London Calling -- The Clash, You Got Lucky -- Tom Petty, Cry, Cry, Cry -- Johnny Cash, Under My Voodoo -- Sublime, Lemon Tree -- Blind Melon, A Little Less Conversation -- Elvis & JXC, Flute Loop -- Beastie Boys, Wild Rover Drinking Song -- The Dubliners, Drop -- Pharcycle, I Still Miss Someone -- Dylan and Cash, Love Her Madly -- Bad -- U2, I Got Id -- Pearl Jam, I've Just Seen a Face -- Beatles, You Sexy Thing -- Hot Chocolate, Corduroy -- Pearl Jam, Awesome Instrumental -- Beastie Boys, Fall To Pieces -- Velvet Revolver, The Pusher -- Blind Melon, Your Time Is Gonna Come -- Led Zeppelin, Okie from Muskogee -- Merle Haggard, I Just Wanna Use Your Love Tonight -- Outfield, I'm Still In Love With You -- Al Green, The Train Kept A'Rollin -- Yardbirds, Warehouse -- Dave Matthews Band, You've Got To Hide Your Love Away -- Eddie Vedder, Sweetest Thing -- U2, Brown Sugar -- The Stones, The Piano Has Been Drinking -- Tom Waits, Always On My Mind -- Willie Nelson, Well Respected Man -- The Kinks, Who Do You Love? -- The Doors, We're Not Going To Take It -- The Who, Gin & Juice -- Dre and Snoop, Mamas Don't Let Your Babies Grow Up To Be Cowboys -- Jennings & Nelson, You Ain't Goin Nowhere -- Boby Dylan, Freeway Time in GA -- Sublime, County Jail -- Sublime, Lost Highway -- Townes Van Zandt, Song for Junior -- Beastie Boys, Blue Sky -- Allman Bro's, Under My Thumb -- The Stones, Deserted -- Blind Melon, Come Pick Me Up -- Ryan Adams, Come Out Ye Black and Tans -- Wolfetones, First Time -- U2, Good Hearted Woman -- Nelson & Jennings, Picture This -- Beastie Boys, Kite -- U2, All Because of You -- U2, 2 0f Us -- Beatles, Back Door Man -- Willie Dixon, Bong Song -- Sublime, Lola -- The Kinks, Hard to Handle -- Black Crowes, Surf Rider -- Dick Dale, Staring at the Sun -- U2, Ain't No Fun -- Snoop, Numb -- U2, I'm a King Bee -- Muddy Waters and The Stones, Nobody's Fault But Mine -- Led Zeppelin, Rocket Quen -- Guns N Roses, Drop Like It's Hot -- Snoop, Irish Drinking Song -- Dennis Leary, Do It Twice -- Sublime & Bob Marley, Time -- Blind Melon, Sweet Child of Mine -- Guns N Roses, Trenchtown Rock -- Bob Marley, Sunday Mornin Comin Down -- Johnny Cash, Lemon -- U2, Sympathy for the Devil -- The Stones, Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own -- U2, One Good Spliff -- Ziggy Marley, Sure Shot -- Beastie Boys, Breaking the Girl -- Red Hot Chili Peppers, Catch the Wind -- Donovan, 19th Nervous Breakdown -- The Stones, Can't You Hear Me Knockin? -- The Stones, Mixed Bizness -- Beck vs. AC/DCWhat's the Frequency, Kenneth? -- REM, Asshole -- Beck, Don't Change -- INXS, 20th Century Fox -- The Doors, Galaxy -- Blind Melon, Desire -- U2, Stop Breaking Down -- The Stones, Rain Song -- Led Zeppelin, Same in the End -- Sublime, So Cruel -- U2, New Slang -- Shins, CC Rider -- Elvis, Sister Morphine -- The Stones, Twice as Hard -- Black Crowes, Lullaby -- Tom Waits, Graceland -- Nelson & Simon, I Will Follow -- U2, Ticket to Ride -- The Beatles, Last Night On Earth -- U2, Johnny Cash -- Rock Island Line, Led Zeppelin -- I Can't Quit You Babe -- Led Zeppelin, Led Zeppelin -- The Song Remains The Same, Yonder Mountain String Band -- Snow on the Pines, Blind Melon & Pearl Jam -- California, U2 -- City of Blinding Lights, Townes Van Zandt -- Pancho & Lefty, Grateful Dead -- Help On The Way, Sex Pistols, Holiday in the Sun, Aimee Mann -- Wise Up, Brews -- Punk in Drublic, Jennings & Nelson -- Luchenbach, Texas, Stones -- Mother's Little Helper, Kinks -- Tired of Waiting for You, Townes Van Zandt -- Cocaine Blues, Van Morrison -- Caravan, Eddy Grant -- Electric Avenue, U2 -- Sunday, Bloody Sunday, Bon Jovi -- Livin on a Prayer, Sublime -- Saw Red, Sublime -- Father I Go, Willy Nelson -- Blue Sky, Highwaymen -- The Road Goes on Forever, Beautiful Girl -- INXS, Doors -- Indian Summer, U2 -- Gone, Stones -- 2000 Light Years From Home, James -- Laid, U2 -- One Step Closer, U2 -- Where The Streets Have No Name, Blind Melon -- Change, Shimmyshe Wobble -- Gangs of New York, U2 -- Gloria, Led Zeppelin -- Kashmir, Led Zeppelin -- I Got a Woman, Sublime -- Rivers of Babylon, Tom Petty -- Don't Come Around Here No More, Beastie Boys -- Life Cleveland, U2 -- MOFO, INXS -- Communication, Ben Harper -- Sweet Home Chicago, AC/DC -- TNT, Led Zeppelin -- White Summer Black Mt. Slide, Tone Temple Pilots -- Trippin on a Hole in a Paper Heart, U2 -- One, U2 -- Angel of Harlem, U2 -- Miracle Drugs, Ray Charles -- You Are So Beautiful, CCR -- Born on the Bayou, Merle Haggard -- Mama Tried, Stone Temple Pilots -- Sour Girl, Beastie Boys -- Gratitude, Sublime -- Paddle Out, INXS -- Not Enough Time, Neil Diamond -- Sweet Caroline, Stone Temple Pilots -- Big Empty, U2 -- Desire, Dave Matthews Band -- Pantala Naga Pampa/Rapunzel, Sublime -- 40 oz. to Freedom, Led Zeppelin -- Living Loving Maid, Beatles -- Norwegian Wood, Cash and Carter -- It Ain't Me Babe, Allman Brothers -- One Way Out, Elvis -- Suspicious Minds, Stones -- Street Fighting Man, Bob Marley -- One Love, Clash -- Guns of Brixton, Elvis -- Blue Moon of Kentucky, Led Zeppelin -- Tangerine, Sublime -- Doin' Time, Led Zeppelin -- Whole Lotta love, Beck -- Debra, Robert Palmer -- Simply Irresistable, Led Zeppelin -- Heartbreaker, Highwayman -- Silver Stallion, INXS -- What You Need, Dylan -- Tears of Rage, Sublime -- Wrong Way, Stones -- Ruby Tuesday, U2 -- Silver and Gold, U2 -- Mean Old World, Ben Harper -- She's Only Happy in the Sun, DMB -- Say Goodbye, U2 -- Sweet Caroline, Ray Charles -- Let's Go Get Stoned, Bon Jovi -- Shot Through The Heart, Willie Nelson -- Whisky River, REM -- This One Goes Out To The One I love, Blind Melon -- Toes Across The Floor, Drive by Truckers -- The Night G.G. Allin Came To Town, U2 -- Dirty Day, Kinks -- All Dayand All of the Night, Johnny Cash -- One, Irish Robers -- Rolling Home to Island, Elvis -- Kentucky Rain, Townes Van Zandt -- Snake Mountain Blues, Clash -- Spanish Bombs, DMB -- Jimi Thing, Long Beach Dub Allstars -- Saw Red, Clash -- Spanish Bombs, Yonder Mountain String Band -- Granny Won't You Smoke Some Marijuana?, Pearl Jam -- Dissident. DMB -- Space Between, Alice in Chains -- Got Me Wrong, Blind Melon -- Dump Truck, Willie Nelson -- Red Headed Stranger, U2 -- Pride, Sublime -- Pawnshop, Sublime -- Ain't No Prophet, Guns N Roses -- It's So Easy, ZZ Top -- La Grange, Elvbis -- Heartbreak Hotel, Clash -- Situation Nowhere, Doors -- Back Door Man, INXS -- I Need You Tonight, Led Zeppelin -- Lemon Song, Cake -- He's Going The Distance, Ryan Adams -- Tennessee Sucks, Led Zeppelin -- How Many More Times, Sublime -- Robbin the Hood, Randy Newman -- Burn On, Wilson Picket -- Stagger Lee, Johnny Cash -- Rowboat, INXS -- Devil Inside, Sublime -- Pool Shark, Phis -- Highway to Hell, Al Green -- Let's Stay Together, Nelly -- It's Getting Hot in Here, Guns N Roses -- Jumping Jack Flash, Bon Jovi -- Bad Medicine, Led Zeppelin -- Rain Song, INXS -- Baby Don't Cry, Alice in Chains -- Am I Inside, Patsy Cline -- I Fall To Pieces, Blind Melon -- Tones of Home, INXS -- Doisappear, Led Zeppelin -- Fool in the Rain, Clash -- London's Burning, Sublime -- Date Rape, Sublime -- Loser, Stones -- Honky Tonk Woman, Madonna -- Liek a Virgin, Pearl Jam -- Do The Evolution, The Samples -- Seany Boy, CCR -- Midnight Special, Al Green -- Love and Happiness, Clash -- Rock the Casbah, Clash -- I'm So Bored With The USA, CCR -- Heard It Through The Grapevine, Van Morrison -- Put a Spell on You, Rancid -- Arrested in Shanghai, Led Zeppelin -- Bron Y Aur, Ray Charles -- Georgia, Pearl Jam -- You and Ledbetter, CCR -- I Put a Spell on You, Stones -- Happy, Sublime -- Burritos, Eminem -- Guilty Conscience, Led Zepelin -- Friends, Led Zeppelin -- Gallows Pole, Cowboy Junkies -- Sweet Jane, Elvbis -- Help Me Make It Through The Night, Beach Boys -- Good Vibrations, Joshua Redman -- Wish, Led Zeppelin -- Over the Hills and Far Away, Rancid -- Salvation, CCR -- Proud Mary, Stone Temple Pilots -- Meat Plow, Johnny Cash -- You'll Be Alright, Kinks -- You Really Got Me, Beach Boys -- Help Me Rhonda, Exile -- Kiss You All Over, Beck -- Peaches and Cream, Beck -- Midnight Vultures, Led Zeppelin -- Travelin Riverside Blues, Stones -- Gimme Shelter, Beastie Boys -- Transitions, Stones -- Miss You, Grateful Dead -- US Blues, Stone Temple Pilots -- Silver Gun Superman, Beastie Boys -- Finger Lickin Good, Easy E -- Still Talking Shit, Doors -- LA Woman, Led Zeppelin -- When the Levee Breaks, Pearl Jam -- Jeremy, Blind Melon -- Soul One, Led Zeppelin -- Bring It On Home, Sublime -- Right Back, Doors -- Unknown Soldier, Kinks -- Sunny Afternoon, Ben Harper -- Slide Guitar Freestyle, Willy Nelson -- City of New Orleans, Grateful Dead -- Friend of the Devil, CCR -- Lookin Out My Back Door, Black Crowes -- Sister Luck, Beck -- Jakcass, Nelson and Cash -- Desperadoes Waiting for a Train, Beastie Boys -- Live Wire, Bob Marley -- Mellow Mood, Bob Marley -- Iron Lion Zion, Highwaymen -- Last Cowoby Song, Al green -- Call Me, Stone Temple Pilots -- Lounge Fly, Sublime -- Smokin Just Isn't Fun Anymore, Pearl Jame and Ben Harper -- World Where You Live, Ben Harper -- Glory and Consequences, Strokes -- Last Night, U@ -- Unchained Melody, Clash -- Revolution Rock, Stone Temple Pilots -- Dancing Days, Elvis -- Good Luck Charm, Stones -- As Tears Go By, Pearl Jame -- Can't Help Falling in Love With You, Stones -- Shattered, U2 -- Out of Control, Led Zeppelin -- Since I've been Loving You, ZZ Top -- Pearl Necklace, Nine Inch Nails -- March of the Pigs, INXS -- Taste It, INXS -- All Around, Pearl Jam -- Angel, Blind Melon -- Lie Ain't So Shitty, Sublime -- Slow Ride, Long Beach Dub AllStars -- Scarelet Begonias, Blind Melon -- 3 is a Magic Number, Cure -- Close to Me, Clancy Brothers -- Courtin in the Kitchen, Allman Brothers -- Midnight Ride, Beastie Boys -- Mullet Head, Stones -- Last Time, Led Zeppelin -- Rover, Led Zeppelin -- Dazed and Confused, Elvis -- Stuck on You, U2 -- Who's Gonna Ride Your Wild Horses?, Bob Dylan -- Man in Me, Yonder mountain String Band -- Whusky Before Breakfast, Blind Melon -- Holy Man, Al Green -- Heare I am Baby, Neil Diamond -- Kentucky Woman, Townes Van Zandt -- Dublin Blues, Beastie Boys -- Tom Sawyer, U2 -- Velvet Dress, Kinks -- Dedicated Following of Fashion, AC/DC -- It's a Long Way to the Top, Tom Waits -- Everything Goes To Hell, Beastie Boys -- The Maestro, The Drunk Scotsman, Stone Temple Pilots -- Half the Man I used to be, Beatles -- Day Tripper, Doors -- People are Strange, Stones -- Country Honk, Howlin Wolf -- Killin Floor, CCR -- Fortunate Son, Wolfetones -- My Heart Is In, Beastie Boys -- Turn it up Booties, Johnny Cash -- Orange Blossom Special, Johnny Cash -- Boy Names Sue, Blind Melon -- Soup, Tom Petty -- Yer So Bad, Pearl Jam -- Off He Goes, and Led Zeppelin -- In My Time of Dying.

You are missed.

You are missed Ryan. The hallways of our office don't feel the same.