keep in mind

It is easy for us all to look back and pick up on things. However, it is not fair to yourself, or to us, to say that we should have paid more attention. We all loved him dearly. The reality is that Ryan didn't want us to know. He knew what he had in all of us. He knew he had an outlet(s). He was in a tremendous amount of pain. He chose to not endure it any more. We need to know that he is now ok. He is happy. We need to respect what happened, however, not condone it. Ryan could have come to any one of us. He knew that. Unfortunately, to all our dismay, for what ever reason, he couldn't. He didn't. Instead of looking back on what we could have, should have would have. We should remember Ryan. Remember and continue to love him.